i purged again today

everything i ate ,

except my dinner , and i feel so gross , i need to get rid of this food .

"*An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person"

"*Bones define who we really are — let them show."

you know what sucks ?

knowing i had it all and letting it go because of what others thought 

boy

you are so cute . like omg 

Fuck

I been really horrible lately and I should start restricting again, I hate the way I look now days

anoutsideralways-deactivated201 asked: hello darling whats your password? I seriously need some inspiration :/

i need inspiration to :[

and ill put it in you’re ask .

hey guys !

sorry i haven’t been on in awhile i just moved so i was getting used to the place, 

i’ve met some really cool people.

on the bright side 

IM NOW AT 173

SO I LOST 2 POUNDS :}

Lost 3 pounds !

You called !

And everything felt right . I miss you so much but I won’t admit it to you because I was the one that wanted to break-up but it’s clear to me that you love me even though I put oh through all of this shit . I do love you and I really hope you continue to call me . I miss the warmth in you’re voice it makes everything better . I love you . And well I don’t want you with anyone else . Anyways I hope you call me again . Because I do miss you <3 today makes 17 months or it would have been 17 months :(